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Colourful Me
[+]NaMe:jasmine chia[+]
[+]D.O.B:23 MarCh[+]
[+]hOroScOpE:aRie3[+]
[+]eMaiL:dearjasmine85@hotmail.com[+]
[+]straIghtfoRward[+]
[+]stUbborn[+]
[+]cheerfuL[+]
[+]bLur[+]
[+]only for mi[+]
~ Loves ~
[+]LOVE freeDom[+]
[+]rOam tHe worLd[+]
[+]LOVE waTching staRs[+]
[+]wiNne tHe pooH[+]
[+]siNging[+]
[+]haViNg a simpLe & sWeet liFe[+]
i love all the colours in the RAINBOW!
do you?
Grant My Wishes
*tiffany & co ring*
*tiffany & co bracelet*
*tiffany & co watch*
*countless money in my pocket*
*good health for everyone esp mommy*
*be happy*
*to run away from this cruel world*
*a medicine tat erase my sad memories*
*new clothing and shoes*
*new room deco*
*hello kitty high 5 system*
*a trip to US disney land*
*TF Trofish watch*
*bloggies*
ash - claire - ash - eveline
gerlyn - geradine - huixian - huixin
iris - lixin - louis - michelle -
peiwen - peiling - jesamine - jiejin
joelle - justin - sabby - sharon
xiaohui
* idols bloggies*
方力申 - 方中信 - 连凯 - 古巨基
刘恺威 - 古天乐 - 甄子丹 - 孙耀威
方文山 - 贺军翔 - 王力宏 - 王仁甫
小鬼 - 小猪 - 杨丞琳 - 五月天阿信
张栋梁 - 彈頭 - 林智文 - 修杰楷
吴尊 - 炎亞綸 - 汪東城 - 辰亦儒
四十 - 懷秋 - 愛紗 - 大嘴巴-宗華
唐禹哲 - 蘇打綠-青峯 - 楊一展 - 謝承均
周定偉 - 許仁杰 劉明峰 - 楊宗緯 -
鄭元暢 - 胡宇崴 - 安以軒 -
林俊杰 - 林宇中 -
丁志勇 - 周崇庆 - 家发 - 佩芬
许振荣 - 蔡淳佳 - - zijie
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Monday, March 27, 2006
but think i didnt drink alot of water,throat not feeling well... haha....
first,thanks claire huixian for the pooh bear yeah and thanks joyce jiejin for the necklace and thanks joan for the presents...
the chalet was superb fun and nice... meet those old frens from juying other than j-gangs members and think that was a nice gathering yeah.. thot i could catch some sleep after the bbq session but didnt know the 'loud speaker' turn out to be so loud that lixin and mi couldnt sleep at all..in the end,lixin and mi went for mac breakfast at 5+ in the morning...after we were back from breakfast,they were still sleeping soundly....hahaha....
after check out from chalet,we went kbox session....was veri surpised that shah can sing chinese song veri well...and yong cheng can sing till so touching yeah....jiawei also not bad,know how 2 sing alot of songs sia...maybe ah,we can train the guys in singing wor,den can join tis yr's superstar....hahaha...after deneng join us,all of us suddenly natural high and become crazy sia...
and eve action make mi laugh till i cry sia...she actually intimidated the dance steps that 'cao meng'....her action remind me of 'Jin San Shun'(korean drama character)....
love this gathering...
next time can organise more of these gathering yeah....
3:31 PM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
*new dig camera(5megapixels and above)
*samsung P900(unrealease yet,coming soon)
think this model is goin to launch soon in singapore,just saw it online... yeah,man,gonna save some money for it..like this phone alot..but dont really know whether its e same as the one in korea... pretty good function as well... anyone want sponsor??
long time nv update my blog aready and some are complaining..haha...
actually got alot of things to write la,but just too lazy to update... and mi getting poorer and poorer each day.. received 3 wedding invitation cards and 4 babies 1st month anniversary... so imagine all these ang bow,gifts cost la huh... *burnt my pockets and wallets*
just attend cousin's wedding in KL last wk..went for a short holiday in KL wif my fren,and after tat went to attend my cousin's wedding on behalf of my family..haha...free lodging and food at alex's house in KL,thanks buddy...haha...alex was with mi during the wedding dinner,and uncles and aunties thout that's my beau...hahahaha......
5:56 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
i guess i'm emotionally unstable and tired....my emotion goes up and down in fast pace... it seems like i dont control my body anymore...nightmare keep haunting me...they just wont let me go...
i feel so weak..
i feel so tired..
i feel so lost too....
how i wish i can sleep forever without waking up....
after sitting down thinking for one whole night last night,i think my illness is coming back...
yes,i'm suffering from mild depression...do i sound serious??dont freak,just mild illness that still can be treated...maybe 'cos recently hapen a few things so abit depression but i can assure everyone i'm okie...its just that my mind tend to blackout sometime,tend to think negative sometimes which make mi abit emotionally unstable...but i can assure i'm okie if not i wont be blogging away....
do counting sheeps really help in insomnia??got insomnia again because of all the stupid thinking last night...haha...
i guess god still blessed me with certain things...god blessed me with a group of wonderful sisters... for the sake of my wonderful sisters,for the sake of my family and myself,i'll not let myself get sick,i'll be fine....i promise i really will be fine....
*smile*
its terrible if we meet the wrong guy at the wrong time,
its miserable if we meet the right guy at the wrong time,
its blessing if we meet the right guy at the right time
how much does LOVE cost??
everything seem not right
i'm not matured enough
meaningless life
lost my way
seem so near yet so far
set me free
11:03 PM
today's my chinese birthday and i receive a swesen cake from annoymous sent to my doorstep...wondered who send it 'cos not many people know my chinese birthdate...
did 'he' send the cake?
i doubt so...
my wishes for my birthday is:
to get myself out of the mess...
to have a brand new start of my life...
to be a little happier than before...
to be a more carefree person...
to have less troubles....
to live in a peaceful world...
to have less burden...
to have less problems...
all these wishes seem simple but its hard to achieve....
sometimes its scaring to be a grown-up...you cant rely everything on other people anymore..you have rely everything on yourself as time goes by....
i feel quite ashamed of myself,have not really achieved anything till now...
i cant really see the path infront of me,have no idea where i'm heading too.....
my mind is in the blank recently,couldnt think properly...having dreams and nightmares(most of the time) at night...
yup,i'm acting strong in front of people and family...i'm wearing a mask everyday,a mask to hide my true self...i dont like people to see the fragile part of me...i'm just been strong headed...
just broke a mirror that is attached to my comb while i accidently dropped on the floor...
is it a bad omen??
left eye lit been twitching too...
is it a bad omen too??
i know you guys are concerned about me,but i'm really fine.. no worries...
i think i just need some time to accept certain facts....
hope time fade everything away....
everything seems meaningless suddenly....
will i be given a chance to start afresh?
1:10 AM