breakfast menu for the day:
fried omelette + ice milo??


wao,ice milo for breakfast...anyway,i've change it to hot milo in case my stomach cant take the cold in the morning...as for fried omelette,haha,4get how 2 prepare liao,so i had bread+egg+chesse,sound nice also la..


kinda bored...so was asking frens any boyfriend wif the same thinkin frequency as mi to intro to mi...haha..got the sudden urge to find new love...feel kinda bored and alone at times...i hate and envy at the same time when ppl can find their true love...haha...
but i think tat sudden urge of having boyfren will fade veri fast...my hatred towards guy is still there...i cannot accept a guy so easily now,i always got the thinking that man come near mi will always have a motive with them...how i wish i'm heartless enough,in order not to get hurt by those hopeless guy...arghh...there's just too much hatred in mi...somebody,please kindly save mi..save mi...i couldn't breathe easily nw...breatheless now...
lack of oxygen..
lack of thinking..


arghh,i really really hate the idea of man borrowin $$,den ran away after tat...please,guys cheat girls' money,you are worse than gigglo...even gigglo is beta than those jerks,bastards!!!


*flu*
*cough*
*feeling sick*
....take care,people....


1:16 PM

oh baby,haha,i've got a portable menu from jackson....


menu for the day for breakfast:
french toast + orange juice..
Dip the bread into the beaten egg before toast...


wah,sound delicious for breakfast...anyway,i did manage to prepare french toast but run out of orange juice...anyway,thanks friend,for e nice breakfast menu....


haix..wondering who got the concert tickets for superstar concert...feel like goin cos the song tat they'll be singing during e concert is nice...song like guardian angel,1st love(jap song),duet song.....but dun wanna waste $$ on the tickets too,cos feel tat its nt worth the $$...haha,how nice if ther's someone who sponsor the ticket for mi..haha,but i know,there's no FOC lunch in this world...well,wanna go for 933 music awards too,but duno who's the guest for tis yr,and look like nobody is goin for the music awards too,so,save up the $$ instead....


wah,heard abt sugar daddy among a few of my frens(nt j-gang member,for your information)...aiyo,its tempting to have a sugar daddy la,you get all the things you want,but dun be naive la...u think sugar daddy so good to give u $$ monthly to spend on ah...??u must pay a price for it de la,u think those sugar daddy so rich till they throw their $$ to someone who they duno....you might get what you want from a sugar daddy,but you've got to give back somethin in return,like offering yourself to him to repay him or somethin like that..i dun believe a sugar daddy or any guys will be tat good to give whatever things you wan just to please you,and they get nothing back as a result...fren,i wont spell out ur name,but if u see tis blog,please think twice...i'm been advising u abt it..ther's no return path if u choose to degrade yourself this way....


been watching the ch8 5.30pm show...its abt women and their love life...have u guys ever wondered why some pple choose to be a 3rd party of a couple or a couple in a family...??have u guys ever wondered that the 3rd party may not always be the one that its in the wrong....??sometimes,e relationship in a couple is aready broken before a 3rd party is invloved in them...but most of the time,the 3rd party got blamed as a result.have you guys ever wondered that LOVE tis word is a powerful word,or rather a powerful feeling that can make people go crazy....??have you guys ever wondered wat is love all about...??is it about that special feeling you've got for that special someone...??have you guys ever wondered wat marriage is all about..??is it about the responiblity and commitment between a couple...??i tink ther's no actual answer to my questions...haha,i know i'm been paranoid,asking some questions which ther are no specify answers to it....


anyway,take care frens...
having flu,nose blocked...
*drink more water,have more fruits*
*happy birthday,louis*
*take care*


3:56 PM

well,people,take care of yourselves...weather is bad nowaday...diseases everywhere esp the dengue fever nowaday....well,this's the link for health promotion board of singapore...hope u guys make a effort of knowing some health facts...
http://www.hpb.gov.sg/hpb/default.asp?pg_id=865&aid=196


oh dear,my room doesnt look like a 20yrs old girl's room...too cartoon aready...so many cute and pinky stuffs around..haf of my wardrobe filled with pinks shirts,pink jewellery box,pink tissue box,pink comb,pink blanket,pink hair band,pink hat,2 winne the pooh soft toy,a can of unopened winne e pooh drink,winne e pooh tissue box,a mickey mouse finished jigsaw puzzle,barbie doll tissue paper,dophin soft toy...oh dear,so many cute things lying around in my room,i'm getting more n more childish...


sometimes i'm wondering how nice if i dun hav 2 grow up to be adult...it's just too stressful to be adult,esp in sg...oh dear,tink i'll turn my life upside down in a couple of yrs later..just DIY dying my hairs this evening...oh gosh,white hairs appearing again...arghh...i just hate my white hairs...although u cant really see from outside,but once i tie my hair into half,wao,u get to see those shiny white hairs immediately...


sometimes i really hate myself to the core...why always i'm the one who get hurt...?i always thought that if i treat everybody fairly and nice,i'll get back the same way i treated everyone,but that was wrong...totally wrong...people wont treat u the same as how u gonna treat them...sometimes i really dun understand how people think aready..anyway,if u got e same thinking as mi,i think u r as miserable as i do...


anyway,really got to take care of yourselves,drink more water,have more fruits ....
*take care*

10:21 PM

have not been bloggin for e past few days...actually not much to blog also.....well,up wif a new blog background,hopefully u guys will like it,cos i love it alot...its simple n nice...but then hor,i still need some help for my blog,my tagboard didnt appear in e blog...tink mayb can ask jiejin help...haha..

last nite i was chattin with a fren of mine,we were talking abt school days..oh,dear,i miss my school life sia...miss those days...i miss canteen food,miss schoolmates,miss our dear teacher....i tink oni jiejin n laykwan know who's mrs wong ba...she's our form teacher in sec2...haix..kinda of miss her alot,duno how is she aready...and ya,miss our dear miss rin also and ah lian teacher and jean ong...hahaha.....i tink the school change alot these past fews year...esp when ther's a change in principal...omg,so many funny rules for ex-students to go back to school...

if one starts recalling the pasts,it got to saw that i'm old already,old enough to talk abt e past memories....
at times,i'm really glad that i've got to know j-gang and i'm 1 of e j-gang members....u girls bring mi laughter..we share happy times together,sad times together...people always women are e most petty human in e world,well,i dun think that applies to j-gang...we forgive n forget easily,thats why we are always the centre of attraction wherever we are...

and erm,to those who owe me money,you know who u are...dun be a jerk,please kindly pay mi wat you owe mi...JERK!!!i really cant stand it...to girls out there,please open ur eyes big enough to see the man outside your own world...MEN ARE JERKS!!! well,but i noe this doesnt apply to all men la...i really hate e idea of man borrowin money from ladies...guys out there,if you want to borrow $$,please be kind-hearted to pay back the money,dont be a jerk and keep oweing pple $$...i really cant stand it to the extend i hate guys for a moment...


9:23 AM

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4:36 PM

last nite,almost j-gang members turn up at sab hse...(in case of u doesnt noe wat j-gang is,its make out of 10 gals which we noe each other since sec sch times).....the sad thing,we didnt manage 2 take some pics of ytd event.... it was fun,real fun.....
j-gang's jokes are always so lame n funny.....
hmm,get to noe eve's bf ytd,tat mr nice guy tat eve mention in blog...well,he's seem 2 be a quiet ans shy person to mi,but caiting think otherwise..
thru out the steamboat session,i was busying watchin x-files on ch8,haha,in e end,i didnt manage 2 eat full...anyway,its nt healthy to eat at such hours,difficult to digest too...

wahahaha,guys rmb that sell buttocks actions done by lixin when we ask wat occuaption is eve's gf holding.......oh dear,i'm laughing my heart out when i saw that actions coming from lixin...oh my goodness,it so lame...
those roses from 'weixian' to jes,was jus too lovely...3 stalks of roses means i love you...Its jus too romantic le...actually jes,if u got read tis post,jus wanna tell u happy belated bday...hope u like the puzzle i make for u,and the roses,please believe us,its from weixian.. :)

hmm,from ytd's gathering,i get to noe tat all my frens are doing fine,and i'm glad to hear tat too...hmm,tink the most importantly things to me now is to noe everyone around me including my families(esp mommy),frens surrounding me to be safe and peace always and i'll be happy... smile always,people..

"begin your day with a big smile,its gonna make your day."

11:37 AM


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10:17 PM


just read eve's blog...
my god,i feel so happy for her now.. get to noe a Mr nice guy on earth called shawn.. though i nv see him b4,but e way eve praise him,i noe he's a Mr nice guy...and he care 4 eve alot too...feel so happy 4 eve,finally found someone tat is meant 4 her de le...
actually i feel so happy 4 most of my frens.. most of them are aready attached and happinese is written all over the face...

feel kinda lonely,lost and sad...my emotions hav been veri down over the past few weeks...i feel veri lost,i cant see any bright path in front of mi anymore...i need some kind soul to led mi the right way....ppl ask me whether i'm attached or single,i couldnt answer tat simple question 'cos i dun even noe e answer myself....feel kinda lonely as most of my frens are busy dating,left no time 4 mi,tis lonely sistas of theirs and this make mi yearn for a company as well....sometimes i'm wondering,how important i am in my frens' eye... am i a important fren or am i just a passerby to other people...

12:27 PM


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