so happening during e 1st haf of august
out wif a most simple blog...got some problem wif e previous one.......
had a busy week last weekend,went to k1 autograph session wif jj,xiaohui n company,den after tat on monday(08/08/05),went to marina south 4 e concert by the bay...Lolx,made a big mistake during e process,went marina instead of marina south,in e end,had 2 cross e bridge(along e expressway to marina south) wif jj....
had a wonderful nite at marina south wif jj,lk,ct n of cos e big joker of e nite,jj's bro....but....things started to change after i went hm...dear called n lecture mi....its wasnt my fault,i did made a effort of askin dear 2 tag along wherever i go,but he's too a homely guy liaox...he say i neglected him...y am i always wrong....dear,i really really did make an effort in tis relationship lor,u say u dun like crowd,so i always stay hm wif u 2 accompany u,but once a while,u ought 2 accompany 2 places i like in return rite....i make a effort of everything jus 2 please u,and in e end,i get back nothing in return, its really nothing......Jus words of lecture from you is all i get.....and e final sentence from u is,'Lets end tis relationship."
If everything jus say "Let's end tis relationship",wat 4 we start wif tis relationship in e 1st place..It really breaks my heart,dear...I duno wat hapen also,my body start 2 react badly....feeling dizzy,heavy sneezing,bad cough,sore throat,e worst part,havin fever at 39.8degress in e middle of e nite....woo hoo.....having sickness out of sudden.....
Frens told mi 2 4get tis relationship,after all,i'm dating someone tat is so mux older den mi,and many say we dun last long at all....y guys r like tat....??y i always meet e wrong guy at rite time,meet e rite guy at wrong time...when can i meet e rite guy in rite time...??
the strange part is after my break-up,those guy frens of mine seem to noe like tat...my ex contact mi suddenly and ask how was i and my bf,eventually,he noe abt my break-up wif my bf....and he was hestiating when he wanted to ask mi something,eventually,he asked whether is ther any chance we can patch back.... No was my answer...
y guys r so selfish....??y guys oni think 4 themselves...??y guys r so greedy...?u aready hav a gf,y muz u find another gal 4 other purpose....?y am i always a subsitute for others...??y ther's nobody willing 2 cherish n love mi...??am i tat bad to be cherished and loved by pple...??when can i get my loved n care from others...??when can i hav back my xingfu again...??y say love mi when all are jus nothing but craps...??y cant guys be jus a little thoughtful and understandable 2 gals...??aren't gals ought 2 be doted n loved..??y save mi when u cant even save my heart from bleeding...??y save mi from hell if u're jus a passerby in my life....??
basically,i'm back to single life,no more boyfrien,no more partner,no more in pairs anymore....hav to do everythin by myself,no more on relying on dear liaox,hav 2 learn back how 2 live single again....well,its over liaox,no point getting upset abt it anymore...
from now to my 21st birthday is abt 7months' time....soon,it'll be 2006 n my birthday will reached...so maybe i cant start my wishing list or rather birthday list from now....
*diamond ring*(better if its from bf,maybe my next bf)
*Lots n Lots of countless money in my pocket*
*human size winne the pooh soft toy*
*lose weight to hav nicer figure** *
new dig cam*
*new hp*
*new wardrobe*
*new room deco*
*true love*
*my Mr Right*(e most impt is his charachters ba)
tats all for the moment,think e list will get longer each day nearer to the date....

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